Condom (C90) [K+W (sasachinn)] RO-chan ga U-ni oshiete ageru desutte! (Kantai Collection -KanColle-) - Kantai collection All
(C90) [K+W (ささちん)] ろーちゃんがゆーにおしえてあげるですって! (艦隊これくしょん -艦これ-)
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#217874 - I told myself that I was trying not to have these vivid sexual thoughts - but I was, of course, quite definitely, and I knew, really, that I would have them - I pretended to myself that the thoughts stole up on me, and that I couldn't help it, but that wasn't true - I would think about them, guiltily, building them up, making some kind of more or less coherent picture or scene or story in my mind, so that when I actually masturbated I knew full well that I would have those thoughts - wanted to have them, fully intended to, but pretended they somehow 'made' me think them, that I could not help it. I still feel guilty when I think of actual men - even when I think of the more extreme sexual scenarios I now entertain in my mind - and the guilt, the shame, somehow make it more intense, make me cum harder. It is very tiring doing it like this, because I do not move my hand or my arm.